Just listen to the song, not the video.
I remember complaining about Jw's ipod playlist on the first bus ride to his house. I didn't agree with his electro mixes so I asked for a more melodious option. We flicked past song after song but when we chanced upon this, I was sold.
Throughout the course of our relationship, every time I listened to this song my heart would swell with the joy and the knowledge that I was blessed with such an amazing person in my life.
Yet here we are, tonight. I am all alone, listening to the song that once represented the anchor of my life. Tonight, I am not okay. Tonight, I recall all the reasons why we fell in love. Tonight, I am vulnerable.
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Hang in there, everything will be alright. :)
No, it won't. I will be alright over time, but things will never be right. Because they are broken and unless they get fixed, they will never be all right.
Thanks for trying to make me feel better though. (:
Hey. Cry it out. It's a really nice song by the way.
oh sweetie, I tried to give you some advice here.
(http://waywardbutton.blogspot.com/2011/06/attempting-post-breakup-advice.html)
I don't know if it'll do you any good, I'm quite rubbish at advice but I hope it does make you feel even 1% better.
Love u loads! I'll come over with more snacks soon kay. <3 <3 <3
Colby: Thanks. And yeah, it's a real tear-jerker. (:
Nik: I read through your entry twice. And though I'm emotionally incapable of feeling better (my mood goes up and down with no warning) at this point, my mind recognizes that what you said makes sense and in time, I'm sure it will help me heal. (: Thanks, love. You did help me rationalize my thoughts.
I was a emotional wreck when Timo and I broke up last year. I thought my life was over and that I was never gonna get over it but it wasn't and I did. Unfortunately people change and forget to tell enough other but you know what, time heals. I swear to God it really does.
MEGA HUGE E-HUG
hi babe, i read your blog every now and then and i love your blogshop. i can really relate to what you're going through right now, because i am too. i wouldn't say 'it'll be okay' but give it time and be strong <3 we deserve someone better.
keep your chin up.
Alethea: You know, just the other day I was thinking of how you were in such a similar situation to me, 2 years ago. It really does hurt like a bitch. Time numbs the pain but I don't think something like this can actually ever heal completely. <3
Miss you guys much.
Anonymous: Hey babe, thanks for trying to make me feel better. It's comforting to know I'm not all alone in my struggle. <3
God bless you.
Hey babe,
I visit your blogshop occasionally and love your stuff. Anyway just wanna say I was in the same position 3 years ago and thought i will never walk out of there. But here i am living better and wiser. Feel every emotion to the fullest, when you are exhausted and feedup with yourself, you'll walk out of it somehow. Thats how i was, hope it helps.
Love,
A caring stranger
I'm actually taking the opposite road; I'm distracting myself to numb the pain. Somehow.. I feel better this way. Thanks for sharing, it's uplifting to know that I'm not alone. (:
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